Archive for January, 2007

Are You?

Thursday, January 25th, 2007

My Horoscope for Today - Astrology.com

When it comes to people pushing your buttons, enough is enough! If someone is getting on your last nerve, today is the day to stop the madness. Do whatever you can to remove this person from the picture — even if it means you have to remove yourself from their environment. It might be a good idea to get off on your own for a while, regardless. You could use a little time to slow down the pace of your life and just watch the world swirl around you.

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yes, i think i know who this person is. someone who is getting my nerve. really. someone who makes my blood boiling. someone who troubled and upset me so much. damn!
i’m still trying to be calm and control my emotion…
maybe this week is a stressfull one for me anyway. many things happened.. don’t know..
why..

Curse of The Golden Duck Tongue

Thursday, January 18th, 2007

have you ever heard a dish named "duck tongue" ?? hehe kemaren salah satu temen kantor gw nawarin cemilan yang namanya lidah bebek itu alias duck tongue from hongkong. pertama denger begituan, gw pikir bentuknya semacem keripik ato apaan gitu, ternyata lidah bebek itu semacam makanan yang dibungkusin satu satu dan masih basah gitu (like somekind of pickles i think). pas gw buka, ouw my God, it’s a very scary thing. bentuknya seperti lidah pipih, a bit alien, berwarna kecoklatan, terus kayak ada tentakel tentakelnya gitu (mungkin kayak otot nya gitu deh gw juga ga ngerti). gw serasa ikutan fear factor aja… honestly it’s the first thing in my life i feel disgusted with food. tp penasaran juga nyobain.

akhirnya setelah mengumpulkan hawa2 keberanian didukung oleh temen2 kantor, gw makan juga tuh lidah… pertamanya sih rasanya lumayan, tapi lama kelamaan owwwww the taste is sooooooooo terrible. lidahnya tuh ternyata bertulang, ada tulang2 kecilnya gitu, yg ga kuat itu baunya amis2 begeto hiyaiks, sampe malem itu baunya nempel di mulut gw kagak ilang2 :( duh kampring banget gw kali ya, maybe it’s an authentic and exotic food somewhere, but no thanks for me, no offense buat yg suka, cuma gw gak terbiasa makan gituan aja kali yahh, kalo mau silakan coba sendiri dah…

trus kelanjutannya semalem gw mendadak lemes banget dan meriang meriang, menggigil… ampir aja ga masuk kantor hari ini… apakah ini ada hubungannya dengan si lidah bebek… kutukan si lidah bebek… hahahaaha nggak kale yaa

but anyway, pagi2 temen kantor gw yg nawarin lidah bebek ke gw tuh bilang kalo her lips feel numb, baal baal gitu gara2 kebanyakan makan lidah bebek hehehe nah loh, bibir lu mau berubah jadi paruh bebek tuh hihihihi kidding :P:P:P

end of story - curse of the golden duck tongue

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Wednesday, January 17th, 2007

minggu terakhir ini kok gw tau2 ngerasa bt ya? feel uneasy and troubled so much.. and feel something doesn’t right.. feel something is missing.. feel anxious.. fear.. void..

i don’t know why.. (sigh)

I’ll be Alright

Sunday, January 7th, 2007

Tell me is it worth the pain
When your pride plays the wrong game
Blinded by suspicious mind
Thought you could read my heart and cross the line
In everything you see
Keep everything back me

Though my broken heart, tear my dreams apart
I’ll be alright
I’ll be alright
Just a broken heart, not a word to fight
I’ll be alright
I’ll be alright…

Deep that bad taste in your mouth
Half your truth stays on your side
Unleash all your demons free
They’ve been hiding
All that you’ve refused to see
Take everything back me

Through the years, many tears
I have wasted
I’ve moved on, moving on
Can’t erased can’t replaced
What I’ve tasted
Life goes on, and on…

—Another Lyric from Anggun—

…to describe my feelings…